Speaking of Poker Faces...
Do you ever get those times when you feel so down, stressed, sick or just blah? But you put on a happy face and try to go on about your day. Disguising your true status. I think we all have poker faces, a bit of actor/actress in us. The part of us that gives our acquaintances the vision that all is well when really you just want to go home, grab a carton of ice cream and just let it all out! I have had plenty of those days in the last year.But then there are those moments where you just can't hide it. No amount of vitamins, meds, MAC cosmetics and smiles can help you hide it. Like today, I didn't get out of bed until about 11am! I still want to sleep.
It's 83 degrees outside yet I'm shivering. I look a fool in Florida with socks on bundled under my blanket! I just feel icky. Not to mention I look a hot mess! Yea man, didn't do my hair and I don't plan on it, thank you very much. My blanket doesn't care what I look like! Lol.Last night my mama was not feeling well as she tried to take my spot on the Most Runny Nose list. Technically I should quarantine her in a cute pink bubble (her fave color) because I catch illnesses so easily. But I heart my mama so I just can't stay away. She's become my biggest comfort the last several months.
Needless to say, today I have no poker face. Today I am just sleepy, bratty, whatever chic. And I am entitled lol. I'm home, doing nothing but chilling with my handy blanket and blogging when I feel like typing. I will resume my typical fabulously awesome behavior tomorrow...maybe!
PS. My goal is to feel amazing by my birthday on Sunday, so rest and relaxation is at the top of my list. This year I am determined to make it 10 times better than last year. I'm letting all of my blah moments out now and getting rid of them.
